I apparently only post when I get depressed. Which I am now. Which totally sucks. I meant to post more often but that's not happening. And is a real person reading this blog? Because if you are reading this please let me know. It'd be cool to know that I'm writing to someone. But if not then oh well.
So I thought this girl liked me and I convinced myself to like her back but apparently she doesn't which totally sucks. I psyched myself up and now I really like her and I wanted to date her. I'm super bummed about that. Who even says that? Whatever.
I came up with the plot of a book (which I stole a little from Tumblr but that's not important) but I can't write it. I can't write with enough complexity to achieve my goals. That also depressed me I guess.
Then I tried to write lyrics, I can't do lyrics. I can't write with a meter to fit a song. It's the worst. It's going downhill right now, but school is almost out so that's nice. I'm trying to see an upside. Life By Me is a staircase that looks like I'm going to reach my goals,but there is a step missing right before the top and I crash down every time. Maybe one day I'll be able to jump that gap.
-It's been me
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